Films are supposed to be the mirror that reflects the society. Isn’t it? In that sense, have you ever found a film that reflects you at any point in time?
There are days when I truly feel stressed out and watch some Bollywood movies, mostly those that I have seen earlier. Last few days, there is a pattern in the way I watch these. I start with some film, watch my favorite scenes in the film and then listen to some songs of ARR (the first song is definitely this one) and then finally watch “Rock On.”Today as I watch the movie for the nth time, I realize that may be I see a part of me in Adi’s character, played by the guy whom I would love to spend an evening with, Farhan Akhtar.
I am also somewhere in between two worlds – One in which I want to live life every moment, watch movies at theatre, read my favorite books, work and enjoy the challenges that comes with it, feel satisfied at the end of the day, let me hair loose and dance….ok ok… more like jump. The other world wherein I want to wake up my baby everyday with a smile, hug him tight first thing in the morning, smile at him a lot, bath him, take him for a walk, enjoy with him in the park, try to solve puzzles with him, read books to him, sing lullabies to him, introduce him to various kinds of music, share his happiness, be a part of his world, become a child all over again and grow with him. It is a pity that both can not co-exist for me at this moment. The result of which are the compromises that I am forced to make and hence the mood swings that I have.
I should find peace soon at least for the sake of my better-half whom I am sure is annoyed at my mood swings but still does not lose his calmness. I guess I should not test his patience for long. :)
There are days when I truly feel stressed out and watch some Bollywood movies, mostly those that I have seen earlier. Last few days, there is a pattern in the way I watch these. I start with some film, watch my favorite scenes in the film and then listen to some songs of ARR (the first song is definitely this one) and then finally watch “Rock On.”Today as I watch the movie for the nth time, I realize that may be I see a part of me in Adi’s character, played by the guy whom I would love to spend an evening with, Farhan Akhtar.
I am also somewhere in between two worlds – One in which I want to live life every moment, watch movies at theatre, read my favorite books, work and enjoy the challenges that comes with it, feel satisfied at the end of the day, let me hair loose and dance….ok ok… more like jump. The other world wherein I want to wake up my baby everyday with a smile, hug him tight first thing in the morning, smile at him a lot, bath him, take him for a walk, enjoy with him in the park, try to solve puzzles with him, read books to him, sing lullabies to him, introduce him to various kinds of music, share his happiness, be a part of his world, become a child all over again and grow with him. It is a pity that both can not co-exist for me at this moment. The result of which are the compromises that I am forced to make and hence the mood swings that I have.
I should find peace soon at least for the sake of my better-half whom I am sure is annoyed at my mood swings but still does not lose his calmness. I guess I should not test his patience for long. :)
It's been said over and over again, "good women fall for horrible men." Or something to that effect. You prove it again! Farhan Akhtar, seriously? He is so LAME :P ;-)
ReplyDeleteWhat to do? This was in year 2008. I met some...ahem... great ppl later in my life. :)))
DeleteYou are doing so much Bindu !
ReplyDeleteYou need a break and really do it all ,goto a movie read book , leave your son at mom's place , you are a hardworking mom and you deserve a break
-Asha
"leave your son at mom's place"
DeleteIts just that I have to take a train to drop him at my mom's place :)))
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Hmmm... When I was learning how to swim I would struggle at times with my strokes but then I would think I will reach the other end and will get a breathing time for myself without the struggle. On this post this is all I have to say to you... :) The breathing time without the struggle is not so far for u... :)
ReplyDeleteI am hoping so! :)) and hope is a good thing no??
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Of-course ;) I still hope I will ride a cycle one day ;)
Deletehe he...
DeleteMwah...i love farhan and salman and ayushman and.... the list goes on. Loved reading this one... almost rhymes ;-)
ReplyDelete:))Is there someone whom you do not like?
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Deleteu r crazy!!! :)))) Luv!
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